I have a hearing this week to dissolve my marriage.  I want to believe that God is in control of all of this, but it’s so much easier to just feel alone.  A divorce is never a great thing, although I admit to looking forward to having it all over with.  I used to spend a lot more time looking ahead, and a lot less time focusing on where I am today.  My hope is, that by taking my days slower, by enjoying the time now, I’ll be at less risk of repeating past mistakes.